Hello! I’m sorry I haven’t been very active on here for a little while. The truth is, I’ve been so tired lately. I’ve had a lot going on in my social & personal life, and because that takes up so much energy it’s hard for me to keep up with everything. But I really miss interacting with you guys so I promise I’m back to working on my health so I can have more energy to do all the things.
So a little bit about what’s been going on in the last couple of months… I turned 30 and the start of July & celebrated with a party at my mum and dad’s. We also had 3 weddings in 4 weeks, birthday celebrations, my car died (but on the upside I’ve been driving around Rob’s car which is funnn), I accidentally discovered how big my psychic senses are getting (yay!) and I extended my hobby biz into makeup (check it out @delightful.faces).
In the month of turning 30, people started to show me their true colours. Some people showed me just how important I am to them and others, well, not so much. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t think the world revolves around me but at the very least I expect kindness. I also don’t expect everyone to like me and I’m ok with not being everyone’s cup of tea. I got tired of people pretending to care about me and I got sick of making effort with people who didn’t give two shits about me so I just stopped. I stopped chasing and I stopped making extra effort. It does make me sad to let go of people that I thought cared about me, but it does feel pretty liberating that I can choose where to spend my energy.
I’ve had the blues a little bit lately because I’m just so frustrated with my health. I plateaued and then I got complacent. So I’ve been feeling pretty shit all round. I’m the only one who can change that so I will. Back to early nights, good food, less technology and more meditating & creating.
Taking care of my energy has to be number one.